I want compliments!
Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 @ 4:46 pm

I need to get thin really fast. 300 cals so far today...doing good. Like this feeling of sickness. I need bones sticking out alot by dec 20th. I want this so badly. I must start losing again, I must.

Exercise today: 1.5 hours cardio + abs

good work! I am happy about that. Eating is going good.

I was worried sick about my boyfriend all day. I'm scared he met a pretty, thin girl and that he cheated on me, or wants to go to London for university. I'm scared and nervous and I hate feeling insecure. At least I didnt act like it to him....and it's even better because I am pmsing, and it makes it harder not to get jealous. So pat myself on the back. I need to stay cale he loves me! he does. hopefully some day I can see it...and hopefully some skank doesnt try and steal him away from me, because he is such an amazing guy. I love him

Lets hope for a perfect day. only 3 weeks until I go to NB. I must be VERY THIN. I want compliments don't I???



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